Hello kitty.....

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 05:13:04 GMT

the most unexplainable thing has happened....

i've fallen in love with my best friend...

but i cant tell him that because it would ruin one of the strongest bond i have had between anyone in my whole life

the fact that he has a life at this point makes me feel puzzled

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 20:58:02 GMT

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 06:16:40 GMT

today has been so indescribable. So much occured today, i just feel like curling up into a ball and falling asleep.

to-do list:
~bring dollar for friends fundraiser that i promised i would commit to
~finish all three of my "major grades" for biology, world geography and english, i hate projects with a passion
~eat a cookie :)
~go to bed

Not much of a plan, but hey it works for my uneventful life.

Man, this whole liking anthony is giving me a headache, im wanting to know what he thinks about it all, but i just dont want to be hurt again, just like with someone else....even though i knew that was coming before i said anything.

Look at the cute little hampster-like thingy...its so cute!

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 03:22:01 GMT

Today was one of the most useless days of my life...ok not really, but it sucked. First of all this morning i realized that i left my swim suits and my shoes at northside. So I wasnt even sure if i was going to be able to swim this afternoon. Well as lucky as i am, when we got to northside this afternoon i looked and i found both my suits and my shoes. I was so relieved.

This friday we have a meet at Palo Alto and im swimming the 50 free and the 50 or 100 breast, ahhh!

All I have to say is just be prepared for the worst time in the breaststroke u have ever seen.

not much more to say, so im out...peace

nippy nippy

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 05:36:26 GMT

Wow, i love this weather. Aside from the sicknesses and harsh winds, fall and winter are awesome!

This saturday we have yet another swim meet at northside. yay! Im swimming the same events as last time, which are the 50 free and the 100 free.

my times were so horrible...for the 50 it was a 34:62

For the 100 it was a 1:16

That is so crappy, i just hope i improve somewhat this saturday, because i have been busting my ass off this week and i dont plan on letting up. Swimming as actually starting to become exciting. Im starting to look forward to all the meets this season and even the practices.

pretty good, pretty good....

Well until next time....but until then im tired so im going to bed

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 13:54:07 GMT

im so excited...

tomorrow is our first meet of the season. I am swimming four event, which they are...

50 free, 100 free, 200 relay, 400 relay

Doesnt that sound so fun!

I hope i do good tomorrow; its scary, its scary i know it

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 05:36:08 GMT

ok so some people just dont know when to stop. how long is this going to go on. whoever it is, all i can say is what more do u want....

think about it, my brother already apoligized to everyone for it offending you

plus, he quit coaching just so he could make the team happy since obviously no one wants him there except for me and a few select others. and that isnt just because hes my brother, but because hes a good coach.

And about this influencing, and encouraging crap...he didnt encourage anyone to so anything. These people are 18 or older, so they can make their own fucking decisions and decide whats good for them. Just worry about yourself, stop making such a small matter a big controversy.

First off, the people who started this had no right to even say anything considering the fact that it was none of their business. Yes i understand its in public for everyone to see but dont comment like you know the whole story and your all buddy buddy with them. If your going to comment, keep the personal/negative shit out of it. If theres a problem, be mature and approach that person instead of making them look like an idiot in front of everyone.

All of you just need to get your facts straight; im his sister, so i should know what goes on.

Just leave him alone already, enough is ENOUGH!!

drama drama drama....

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 01:24:59 GMT

ok, my last entry was a little descriptive and out there and im sorry...

Becca, I know that my interpretations were wrong about you and i apologize for that, and i really mean it. I really do understand your opinions on everything, but I refuse to erase that entry because i want it to be there as a reminder that im not afraid to speak my opinion just like you two have. Im not going to make myself feel guilty just because i hurt someones feelings while in the process of telling the truth.

Ellaire, I dont mean to be such a bitch toward this but yes you are right, i do love my brother and i will stand up for him by any means possible. But you have to understand the difference in comments here...

The things that i wrote in my Lj were feelings that i felt toward how you guys treated my brother, in which i had a right to say something toward. But the stuff that u were saying was just out of line. You took it too far, thats why im so upset.

Also, yes i did address this out in the open and im sorry if it embarrases you but think about it. The stuff you were saying on my brothers Lj where all his friends could see it, thats more embarrasing.

Im trying to be mature about the whole thing but when I say how i feel about the problem, it gets thrown back in my face just like everything else.

Ellaire, look, when you asked me about where my brother goes to school and when, it leads me to believe you made the crude comments about my brother going to a community college and staying at home. Now thats none of YOUR damn business.

So i need you guys to cooperate and listen to me instead of assuming that i hate you...

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 04:23:17 GMT

Ok, some things were said in my brothers Lj and he has a few people who want to spread their opinions, but are going about it the wrong way. I can see where some of your points were true but a majority of them were just coming from a strike of jealously. Those comments were so hurtful. Even though they werent said to me, they were to said to my brother and i know it hurts him. so who the fuck do you think you guys are. I have been nice too long...this ragging on my brother about him partying with his friends needs to stop. And who are you to say that the people who are partying are the worst players. You guys should be the last to talk about people having lack of skill.

Because i have feelings to not say things to people in front of others, im going to say it here...

Ellaire, quit being such an immature little brat. Your supposed to be in high school but your not acting like it. I have to agree with what clint said. This is high school, so learn to deal with it.

Becca, I know you said only one comment but i also read what you said on how you and ellaire are in the water alot more than anyone else, and that may be true on your part but until you stop slacking on going to morning practice you probably wont be around to improve yout times for anything.

Im sick of people being such jerks to my brother. He got us to state, weather you guys want to admit it, he did. It was his devotion coming to practice helping us every single day to get us to where we are now.

Now i know im not the best swimmer or water polo player, but i love them both so much and im willing to try and get better at it. Now that alone goes to show just how much coach plummer and my brothers coaching helped me personally.

So all this crap needs to stop now!

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 04:36:02 GMT

well today has gone pretty good. i went to my friends halloween party which was so fricken fun. I got to know alot of new people....
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ok, now onto the sad, tormented feelings...

i had this weird dream last night that i was alone and restless, so i have to get something out now. Most likely im going to regret it later but o well, u only live once right.

I like anthony....alot ::blush::

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 00:44:13 GMT

O pooey! I feel like crap. i was up all night throwng up and this morning as well. I was sleeping all day but i dont feel any better. i hate being sick...

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 22:44:39 GMT

Today was the first day of swimming...all i have to say is

AHHHH!

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 04:01:29 GMT

State was this weekend. The girls got ninth and the guys got last....so does this mean were actually better than the guys, wow i new we were better. hehe. There were a few times when i wish i didnt have to go through them...

*everytime i try to do something nice it gets thrown back in my face...

*the bus ride over there was uncomfortable so that made me so irritable...

*I found out on thursday that my grandma is in the hospital and shes in so much pain right now...

*the guys were being assholes to everyone...

*i got a fucking brick for a spirit gift, and alot of others girls didnt get crap...

*then some girl in our last game friday tried to murder me just because my finger got caught in her suit. Then the ref was being a jerk and didnt call anything. supposively he didnt notice it until i was already at the wall.

But honestly that was the scariest thing i will ever have to go through. No one can understand. Not even my mom. But she wasnt even there, so she doesnt know how tramatizing that is. It scared me so bad i dont even want to be around water anymore. I cant sleep because everytime i get to sleep i dream of what happened and i wake up gasping for breath and sweating. Plus i hate it when people try to throw that in my face because sometimes i can play a little dirty in the water, but theres a difference between playing dirty on my level and then trying to murder someone. I dont even think the coach can understand how bad it is for me to handle.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 12:19:30 GMT

well todays the big day. today the water polo team travels to dallas to take on some of the best teams in the state to see who is number one! I wasnt able to sleep last night, im just too excited. I cant wait, the bus ride is gonna be fun.

I hope stevie likes my gift, its not that great but it came from the heart:)

Girls-we did not make it this far so we can just give up and loose. We were lucky we even got this far. Everyone underestimated us to how we would do in regionals. We proved them all wrong. Now lets show them that same team spirit as we come back and work our way up to the top. So we can prove to them that we are the best.

The guys are going to do great, but were not there for them(to support them, yes) but were on our own now. Lets surprise everyone just as we did last weekend. I know we can do it, we just need to show each other now much we want this....Its On!!

im getting a tingle sensation all over...

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 01:35:30 GMT

You're the Angry Princess!
...Put some clothes on, psycho.

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im so sexy, its scary... :)

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 02:30:30 GMT

WOOOO HOOO! We lost our game to Taft but we won against health careers. Tomorrow is going to leave us with so much pressure. If we loose one more game then we cant continue in regionals and we dont go to state. Im so scared, i honestly am. Well, aside from that....

Im not looking forward to swim season
I think im coming down with the flu
My throat hurts,
and i think the guy i currently like adores someone else ::tear::

I try so hard but it seems as if I dont get too far....

I love you ******* (yes ellaire and alana, you should know what that spells out)

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 02:42:14 GMT

AHHH! This weekend has been nothing but pain and suffering. It was supposed to be all fun since there was no school today but noooo, it wants to torture me until im so pooped that im nothing but a blob of blah. Ok that was pointless, but i had to make it somewhat interesting. Well, back to my point. First off, on saturday we had our game against warren. even though i didnt play i still had to wake up early to work the table for the guys game. Later that night i went to karas to play...dun dun DUNNN...dodgeball. Well i think i pulled a muscle in my arm being the nerd i am, so my arm is sore. Then sunday i had to do the yard with my dad and wash the car. I have had no rest since then and my body officially hates me. O well, its going to be a short week. I guess thats good news.

UPDATE!!

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 04:53:25 GMT

Whoa! I havent updated this thing in like FOREVER!! so heres the thing.... there hasnt really been anything going on to where i had to write in my live journal, but there is one specific thing. Alot of the girls on the water polo team already know this fucked up situation but for those of you who dont and would like to know.....here it is. There's a certain girl on our team that has been driving me and some others up a wall. She makes off-handed comments about shit that she shouldn't comment about in the first place and shes annoying. I have kept my cool for too long now, im honestly about to tell her and everyone else about how i feel toward her. hopefully she wont take it all offensive and hate me, but she needs to know. I have given her too many chances to chill out but i have had it! AHHHHH!!!!

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 03:24:10 GMT

Today was so awesome! We won both of our games against Taft and Warren. The guys won both of their games too. Im so proud. I just hope we can keep up the good work for next weekend... LETS GO COOGS!! WOO HOO!!!

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 02:28:42 GMT

Wow, tomorrow i have to get up all early and stuff to go to my water polo game!! yay! I have to be there by 7 in the fricken morning, and my game starts at 8. Then i have another game at 5 in the afternoon. im not pumped up yet for the game, i guess thats a bad thing. Well besides that, its going to be a pretty easy game. I hear Taft is so easy to play and warren is ok. Well I guess i wont know until tomorrow, but i plan on updating about it all.

update....

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 12:13:52 GMT

wow, i havent updated this thing for a while now. I have been so busy with school and water polo that i never have time anymore to do anything. So far I think this high school thing is going pretty good...so far that is. I feel like i have no energy left. I have enough to get me through school and practice but once i get home im so dead, especially after i finish my homework. Maybe I should see what happens a few weeks from now, perhaps i will be used to this hectic schedule or maybe i wont. i guess all i can do it wait.

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 05:28:30 GMT

i love you robby! i love you robby! i love you robby! i love you robby! i love you robby!

YIPPY SKIPPY PANTY HOSE CLIMBER!!!

lol idk.

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 05:58:05 GMT

Ok so i got the days mixed up. Today was actually the last day of water polo practice for the summer atleast. Today was so much fun! after we did a few passing and leg drills we played keep away and some other game. im not sure of the name but it was so awesome. after our practice all the girls went to the guys practice to watch them scrimage. its amazing how good they are compared to myself ::sigh:: considering the fact that i suck. but its ok, im strong, i'll get through it. I can home and i just started working on my home reading project. I'll get it done before monday....i think. o well.

theres a new freakin sheriff in town

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:30:15 GMT

wow today was the last day of our water polo camp and we had a scrimage against the guys. well i wanted to try out the goalie position. for my first time ever to guard the cage i thought i did quite nicely. but i still need alot of work on my shots and being able to egg beater out of the water high enough. My brother says either he can teach me or Jeff. Pretty much i got the hardest part about being a goalie down... Not being afraid of the ball. I would rather take a nice hard hit in the face than to sacrifice my team and i truely mean that. I just hope i dont ruin a game. Aw well, i guess im just gonna have to wait and see what happens after i train a little more on that. Well besides practice my day has gone quite wonderfully. well thats all for now.

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 16:02:38 GMT

i am so releived. i hadnt eaten anything in like 2 days and this morning my mom bought me tacos from jaliscos. YUMMY!! Now im full and i keep burping. i think it was from the root beer. o well either way im happy and thats what counts, atleast for now anyway....